Posts tagged ‘worries’

a forewarning

:

be careful

when wiping the thick layer of dust

which covers my many scars – – –

you may

not

like

what it is you see…

:

:

November 17, 2014 at 2:55 pm

thus ~

~

if you feel the sting of my pain,

will you be afraid of my tears?

~

if you taste my wants and desires,

will you turn away from my darkness and fears?

~

~

will you listen to my dreams sing

or

to my heart begging to be loved

or

will the person

i am

scare you

~ thus ~

you turn away

from me

and

run

?

~

November 11, 2014 at 4:16 pm 8 comments

this…

~

this lonely heart

cries

to be touched

~

this lonely heart

bleeds

to be loved

~

this lonely heart

wants

only

you

~

tonal

a quiet view

~

November 3, 2014 at 2:06 pm 11 comments

time…..passing….

~

one month is almost over ~

another month is about to arrive ~

two more months will bring the end of a year ~

followed by a new one in which i hope to survive*….

~

it seems time is moving faster and faster

as each year keeps passing me by

and

i can not help but wonder ~

how many more years

will

‘my life’

supply?

~

~

~

*authors note:  thrive may be used as an ‘optimistic substitute’

~

 

October 30, 2014 at 2:15 pm 20 comments

another one…

ς

ς

lightning fills the sky

thoughts of the unknown abound

another Monday

ς

ς

October 20, 2014 at 1:42 pm 2 comments

looking beyond…

~

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my beloved little ballerina

she has been spinning for decades ~

a colorful history

full of good

and

some bad.

~

perfect?

she is not ~

a few blemishes here,

a crack there.

~

yes, she is old

and

her beauty is fading,

but

can you see beyond her flaws?

can you accept who she is

and

the imperfections

which

embody the woman you see?

~

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in spite of a crack, i only see  perfection

~

 

October 6, 2014 at 2:10 pm 13 comments

a kaleidoscope

~

there is a cacophony of feelings

~

ever-present

always changing

never quiet

never still

~

this

emotion

which dominates my troubled mind

~

a constant force driving every color

at every turn

of this

kaleidoscope

~

~

~

i wait for the day

when i can decimate the lens

and

see

nothing

~

only

peace

~

~

September 12, 2014 at 5:25 pm 7 comments

judgement

feelings sliced across my flesh

leaving regret for my eyes to see

revealing a picture for others

to judge and condemn

photo(2)

a dark but beautiful sky

September 12, 2014 at 5:00 pm 31 comments

what purpose…for whom…why?

~

i know there is a purpose to a heart beat

yet

i struggle in knowing what it feels to be alive.

~

i seem driven to destroy ~ all that i am

for

reasons i do not know or fully comprehend.

~

am i so desperate in wanting

something ~

something i have lost all faith in believing

truly exists?

or

do i really

wish to be swallowed ~

by a

dominating darkness

which dwells

deep

within?

~

~

September 10, 2014 at 4:32 pm 13 comments

the other

ˆ

it can take

one action,

a feeling

or

a thought ~

to trigger the other

from rising up through the depths ~

choking my mind,

leave me gasping

for light

and

wanting

to

disappear

ˆ

ˆ

September 9, 2014 at 4:58 pm 14 comments

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