Posts tagged ‘pain’

the dark night

~

each ebony sky brings with it

a lonely silence,

which holds dominion over my senses.

it’s grip is painful,

relentless

and

cold ~

~

it leaves me empty inside.

~

~

August 25, 2014 at 4:30 pm 6 comments

absolute sadness

~ it can tear apart a person’s reality ~

~ break a person’s soul ~

~ destroy a person’s world ~

~ take a person’s life ~

~ i have no more words to say on this subject ~

~ only tears ~

August 12, 2014 at 2:29 pm 8 comments

catacombs

ς

my

mind is

tethered to

memories which

keep weighing me down ~

dragging me along

through catacombs

of darkness

filled with

tears

ς

moon

a view from Saturday night

ς

August 11, 2014 at 3:40 pm 13 comments

jump off

¦

¦

this ship is sinking

fast

&

i

need

to swim faster

¦

but

first

i must

jump

¦

¦

 

July 31, 2014 at 3:11 pm 18 comments

a list of what… was

ς

ς

a hand wrapped around mine

the warmth of a hug

a heartbeat other than my own

the touch of a kiss

longing gazes through the night

a feeling of being loved

ς

was once a wish

was once present

now

no longer present

no longer

a

wish

ς

ς

 

July 30, 2014 at 4:05 pm 23 comments

to rekindle

a spark can ignite

embers of a memory

my nightmare returns

 

July 14, 2014 at 3:00 pm 9 comments

to revisit

memories i need buried

places i cannot visit

one moment in time

tears trigger a mudslide

bw night

July 14, 2014 at 11:45 am 13 comments

quickly… declining…

words which haunt me,

voices that taunt me

and

feelings which make me afraid ∼

my thoughts get tangled in a cesspool of emotion,

as i breathe through my life

day after day.

i feel as if i am standing on quicksand

and

there is nothing

around

to hold grab hold

and

the further i sink,

the faster i fall

and

along

with

it

my

desperate

soul

July 6, 2014 at 3:00 pm 15 comments

keep on…

i keep wishing on the stars above…

for someone to see me for whom i am…

the problem is…

how can someone see me…

if…

i cannot see myself…

?

?

July 6, 2014 at 2:44 am 28 comments

a story

once upon a time,

i knew her.

i knew her very well.

she lived with me.

we laughed and cried.

we played and she stayed

∼ until ∼

after a passing of time, i lost her

∼ but ∼

only to find her again.

days, weeks, months and years – all passed

∼ and ∼

in the blink of an eye

she vanished – without a trace

∼ then ∼

one day, i found her.

walking down the street.

i took her home.

i loved her and cared for her

∼ but ∼

she did not stay long.

i woke up one morning.

she was gone.

through the years,

she comes and goes.

she stays for a short while.

she stays for a long while.

i never know when…

i will see her.

i do wonder,

∼ sometimes ∼

what if

she never comes back?

why do

i find her, if only to lose her?

what if

she is gone for good?

what if

I

AM

gone

forever?

July 2, 2014 at 2:32 am 16 comments

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