Posts tagged ‘fears’

a world of many


this world is full of beating hearts


in the middle of them all

i stand ~

a no one amongst many


a someone to a few



wishing for another ~

who is


a no one searching for

another one

to be their someone ~

their only one







February 16, 2015 at 2:09 pm 8 comments

need directions ~ ~


i am standing on the edge of my creation ~

a maelstrom of chaos and uncertainty.


where does one go…


step over the edge


free fall into the arms of chance…




run away………….toward nothingness?



February 11, 2015 at 2:55 pm 40 comments

sometimes ~

February 10, 2015 at 6:28 pm 5 comments

10 for Tuesday = ten word story #3



“If I continue working with you,

it will destroy me.”




a note:   After having spent 10 years working for a company, established by my very, very best and closest friend, I recently left my place of employment.  I gave all that I could to a business which gave me everything and after Bill’s death, it took more than I ever thought I had – to give – to run a business without the person whose life ‘was’ the business.   Since the sale of the company,  I continued to remain faithful to Bill’s vision but his ways and that of the new owner, though I knew there would be differences, could never be more opposite from one another.    In the past half a year, I have been watching a slow death unfold in front of my eyes and I have decided I cannot go through losing Bill a second time.


one more note:  Please excuse my lack of attention when it comes to my time – my life – here.  Yes, I am looking for a job and this is having to take priority, though I will say… I do need my WP family – I adore all of you.


February 10, 2015 at 3:51 pm 40 comments

the night air


as nighttime touches my skin,

my mind fills with desire

~ each heartbeat fuels a need ~

to be touched,

to be held,

to be wanted


the rhythm of my cries fall on deaf ears

~ always ~

on deaf ears


stagnant air


February 9, 2015 at 3:13 pm 14 comments



in darkness,

i have watched my reality disintegrate.

in light,

i choose to watch it grow.




playing school bus

playing school bus…waiting for Peyton…


February 7, 2015 at 2:27 pm 15 comments



beneath crippling fear

a constant drone of reason

for once ~  i listened




February 6, 2015 at 5:04 pm 2 comments

reaching ~ ~ ~ always

in the dark of night,

i search for his eyes

with the hope

they are staring down

at me.

i try to reconnect to a scent,

which brings

warmth and comfort

to a soul

which is struggling

to be.

i listen for every timbre of sound

i can grasp,

such as a voice


the resounding echo

of his heart beat.

i keep reaching

~ always reaching ~

for someone i can no longer touch,


i know he lives inside of me ~ ~ ~ ~

February 5, 2015 at 2:17 pm 30 comments




it can take only a few words to break me


you chose them



no more



February 4, 2015 at 2:59 pm 11 comments

last night


in the darkness of my room,

i am cold and alone.

all is calm and quiet except the noises in my head ~

so many noises clamoring… relentlessly…


the worst voice of all


my own



2-2 moon

taken at approximately 11:10pm on 2/2/15



February 3, 2015 at 2:59 pm 18 comments

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