Posts tagged ‘darkness’

dialogue

/

/

it can take only a few words to break me

and

you chose them

all

/

no more

/

/

February 4, 2015 at 2:59 pm 11 comments

last night

^

in the darkness of my room,

i am cold and alone.

all is calm and quiet except the noises in my head ~

so many noises clamoring… relentlessly…

and

the worst voice of all

is

my own

^

^

2-2 moon

taken at approximately 11:10pm on 2/2/15

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^

February 3, 2015 at 2:59 pm 18 comments

toward ~

~

i keep swimming toward the hope of salvation

but

i feel

as though

i am sinking

toward

the depths

of

d

 e

  s

    t

      r

        u

          c

             t

                i

                   o

                       n

                            ~

                                  ~

January 31, 2015 at 1:57 pm 24 comments

dark voices

`

`

at night,

my loneliness

speaks the language of fear

and

sadness

`

`

`

January 30, 2015 at 1:32 am 11 comments

introspection

i look at you

and

i do not know who you are

~ anymore ~

~

what

i do know

is

you are not the person you used to be

~

i do not know

if i should love you,

hate you,

admire you

or

abhor you.

i know nothing.

January 28, 2015 at 1:50 pm 17 comments

whiskey

~

he would pour himself into a shot glass

and

drink his soul away ~

away from those he loved dearly

and

the world around him

~ everyday ~

~

he would bathe his spirit in a slow, slow burn ~

allowing the heat to dissolve his pain.

he did not care to live his life ~

only

to drown himself in shame.

~

there was nothing we could have done,

except stand by him

and

reluctantly watch

ζ

and

ζ

love a man with a spirit

so broken,

so conflicted

and

so despondently

lost

~

~

December 18, 2014 at 4:30 pm 12 comments

to let go

*

i need to purge these feelings

deep down inside ~

and

until i do,

they will eat me alive.

*

*

December 11, 2014 at 7:39 pm 21 comments

time ~ life ~ time.

~

i hate time.

it walks too slow

when i want it to run fast.

it runs too fast

when i want it to walk slow.

~

here in lies the conundrum…

time is life.

life is time.

what am i saying?

~

i hate my life?

~

December 8, 2014 at 2:06 pm 27 comments

conjure

*

i can conjure a perfect plate of lies ~

serve

all you wish to read.

some may hold the truth

and

some will be false

but

all

will be

what

you

desire

or

need

*

*

December 2, 2014 at 2:44 pm 13 comments

a fool

~

i cry tears for a voice

which no longer speaks

except

in distant echoes.

~

they pierce my thoughts,

drawing blood from my mind

and

i listen with shame and remorse.

~

on the top of my lungs,

i scream

to drown the sounds of an idiot’s heart ~

~

this idiot

i know all too well,

who should have known better

than

to open herself

to

love

~

~

November 29, 2014 at 3:48 pm 4 comments

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