slumped

ς

ς

ς

one day at a time

dealing with a life sentence

struggle seeing joy

ς

ς

ς

the one regret

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once upon a time

a fateful decision made

will take to the grave

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always…will

∞

∞

always looking

always thinking

always wishing

always missing

always

…

for

you

∞

4:45am

 ∞

 

in a blink

“

everything feels right

it takes only one moment

life changed forever

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ps:  A fellow classmate of  Peyton’s was killed in a car accident, along with his parents over Spring Break in AZ.  His 9-year-old sister survived and is in critical condition.

Please keep them in your thoughts.

 

alone

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sounds of falling rain

in my lone place of nowhere

a puddle of tears

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parking lot at work – 6am

 

 

sad songs

¦

blue

eyes weep

muted tears trickle

cadenza devoid of joy

lament

¦

¦

words never spoken

ς

i

truly

hope some day

our paths will cross

and words will be said…

i always loved you…

forever i

will love you…

till my

end

ς

ς

∞

∞

the why’s

?

I keep looking for answers ‘to why’ –

answers ‘to why’ that do not exist –

answers ‘to why’ that will never exist.

In other words,

I have to accept

the why’s

  questions which will NEVER be answered.

?

2007

pallid

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where upon gray clouds

float above my head

i see through lenses

life devoid of color

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guilt

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with a grip so tight

it twists and tortures the soul

letting go – cruel.

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