judgement

⁄

⁄

feelings sliced across my flesh

leaving regret for my eyes to see

revealing a picture for others

to judge and condemn

⁄

a dark but beautiful sky

⁄

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a drink

ϒ

ϒ

 ~ two glasses of wine ~

a toast gone awry

shards of glass strewn

mixed

amongst splatters of blood

ϒ

ϒ

tear-filled

~ ~

~ maps ~

littered with red lines

~ roads ~

flooded with waves of tears

~

~ two eyes ~

quaking with sadness

~ ~

a hand

~

i miss

the gentle strength

of

five fingers

interlocked,

wrapped

warmly

around my own ~

~

~ a simple reassurance that i will be okay ~

~

tranquillity

.

.

.

i wish to drown myself

in the immeasurable beauty

and

passion of music

~

his music

~

where i can confront my spiritual collapse,

spread my wings

and

fly away

~

forever

.

.

.

control

¦

¦

loneliness strangles me

yet

i am in control of the noose

¦

or

am

i

?

moon looking down…

.

in the dead of night

he looks down from above with such disdain ~

it cuts my flesh,

stings deep within,

unleashes the burning of an aching heart…

.

.

.

while looking through bloody tears,

i realize the eyes above

are

my

own

.

.

.

yearning

⁄

like salvos of light

igniting

an indigo sky,

so

is my desire

to

be

/

wanted

⁄

⁄

 

fading…

∫

∫

my thoughts no longer bear weight,

~ except ~

when they splatter on a piece of paper.

from there,

they

evaporate

and

disappear

∫

fading…

∫

in my room

~

in a room

blinded by darkness ~

there is

one heart beat

drowning in silence,

a voice

screaming to heard

and

a spirit

crying

~ ~

~