Posts filed under ‘insomnia’
the race ~ ~ ~
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i
just popped
UP
~ W I D E A W A K E ~
my mind
racing
not wanting to sleep
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so
~
my eyes
stay
~ w i d e o p e n ~
i buckle up tight
as
each lap picks up speed
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for
the race of the night
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to revisit
…
…
memories i need buried
places i cannot visit
one moment in time
tears trigger a mudslide
…
…
…
stormy weather
∞
∞
storms
are here
brewing deep
inside my soul
wishing for some peace
—
peace will never come
until the day
arrives when
i find
you
∞
∞
go all out
‡
‡
my thoughts scream out
my darkness seeps out
my fears shout out
my sadness falls out
my loneliness cries out
I want out
‡
‡
the inner voice
” ” “
” “
only i can hear
the badgering and disdain
from past and present
i long for silence
“
” “
my psyche
∞
∞
∞
alone in thought, always
ravenous feelings gnaw, always
begging for leniency, always
dreaming of peace, always
∞
∞
in the dark
…..
alone in the dark
my mind runs circles
plagued by many thoughts
another night – no sleep
…..
…..
droplets
¤ ¤ ¤
∗ ∗
˜
droplets of quiet tears
cascading from clouds above
patters echo her cries
sadness befalls blue eyes
∼
∗ ∗
¤ ¤ ¤
perpetual nights
*
staring out my window
listening to nature’s lullabies
watching gray become indigo
lying alone as always
*
*
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