Posts filed under ‘anniversary’

holding on but trying to let go

~

i try to filter out the dark from the light ~

think of his laugh, his voice,

his smile, his eyes

but

with the light comes darkness ~

the moment i last saw him as he walked away

and

the horror of finding

what i could never have imagined on that day ~ ~ ~

~ ~ ~

~ ~ ~

how do i hold onto the beauty of his light

without

grasping the shadows of darkness?

~

~

miss you

 

 

 

 

 

~

March 19, 2015 at 11:47 am 40 comments

three years

~

as another year passes,

i say goodbye…

again…

reliving the last days

before an unexpected farewell.

~

every moment is engraved

deep within my mind

&

my body still aches

with

each beat of my heart.

~

~

last pic~

March 18, 2015 at 11:49 am 44 comments

ten years and…

^ ^

the day you chose to stray

was

the day you became the

center

of our universe

&

ten years later…

you are

still…

^ ^

pee3

March 6, 2005 – two little Pee’s

^ ^

pee2

showing off soon-to-be-weapons of mass destruction

^ ^

pee4

by March 11, 2005 Pee claimed her first couch

^ ^

Sydnee Pee

Sydnee Pee

^ ^

^

March 6, 2015 at 2:13 pm 20 comments

a decade passed

ten birthdays,

two bar mitzvahs,

first jobs

&

concerts.

sports and art expos,

a high school graduation,

driving a car

&

one off to college.

dreams so desperately wished upon

have passed without her here ~ ~ ~

and

though i see her in their eyes

and

feel her in my heart,

the sadness of missing my mother will never fade

or

truly

ever

depart.

December 12, 2014 at 2:52 pm 10 comments

March 19th

**

*

lots of flowing tears

giggles here and there

thoughtful walks with Pee

a day of memories

*

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our Billiam
6/7/60 – 3/19/12

*

two years have come and gone

year three has just begun

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March 20, 2014 at 3:30 pm 11 comments

nine years ago…

March 6th, 2005

pee2

the day she came home

face on a website

a precious discovery

love at first snuggle

mommy, daddy and brothers

a family’s new beginning

being stalked

supervising mommy
while she cooks for the boys – 3/5/14

March 6, 2014 at 12:49 pm 8 comments


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