Posts filed under ‘anniversary’

holding on but trying to let go


i try to filter out the dark from the light ~

think of his laugh, his voice,

his smile, his eyes


with the light comes darkness ~

the moment i last saw him as he walked away


the horror of finding

what i could never have imagined on that day ~ ~ ~

~ ~ ~

~ ~ ~

how do i hold onto the beauty of his light


grasping the shadows of darkness?



miss you







March 19, 2015 at 11:47 am 40 comments

three years


as another year passes,

i say goodbye…


reliving the last days

before an unexpected farewell.


every moment is engraved

deep within my mind


my body still aches


each beat of my heart.



last pic~

March 18, 2015 at 11:49 am 44 comments

ten years and…

^ ^

the day you chose to stray


the day you became the


of our universe


ten years later…

you are


^ ^


March 6, 2005 – two little Pee’s

^ ^


showing off soon-to-be-weapons of mass destruction

^ ^


by March 11, 2005 Pee claimed her first couch

^ ^

Sydnee Pee

Sydnee Pee

^ ^


March 6, 2015 at 2:13 pm 20 comments

a decade passed

ten birthdays,

two bar mitzvahs,

first jobs



sports and art expos,

a high school graduation,

driving a car


one off to college.

dreams so desperately wished upon

have passed without her here ~ ~ ~


though i see her in their eyes


feel her in my heart,

the sadness of missing my mother will never fade





December 12, 2014 at 2:52 pm 10 comments

March 19th



lots of flowing tears

giggles here and there

thoughtful walks with Pee

a day of memories




our Billiam
6/7/60 – 3/19/12


two years have come and gone

year three has just begun


March 20, 2014 at 3:30 pm 11 comments

nine years ago…

March 6th, 2005


the day she came home

face on a website

a precious discovery

love at first snuggle

mommy, daddy and brothers

a family’s new beginning

being stalked

supervising mommy
while she cooks for the boys – 3/5/14

March 6, 2014 at 12:49 pm 8 comments

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