i can still wish…
March 13, 2015 at 12:15 pm 22 comments
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three years without you has been an adventure ~
a never-ending roller coaster of life ~ ~
where the valleys have out numbered the peaks.
i still miss you everyday
and
hear your voice and laughter
and
wish you would return,
though
i know you cannot make the journey
but
still… a girl can wish upon stars and shiny pennies… can she not?
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maybe one day,
you will drop by and pay us a little visit ~
hang out like we used to….
we can take in a movie
and
eat all of our favorite naughty foods
or
go cruising in Starla and camping in the Vee.
i know the boys would be all for it
and
Sydnee Pee would certainly not object,
though you may have to fight for a spot on her couch.
yes,
you heard me correctly – ‘her’ couch.
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a girl can still wish
and
i will keep on wishing
and
i will – we will – continue loving you.
i can assure you of this ~
forever.
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Entry filed under: family, feelings, life, love, memories, Personal, poetry, ponderings, prose, Relationships, thoughts, writing. Tags: anniversary, dreams, loss, memories, sadness.
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Kelly M Hibbert | March 13, 2015 at 1:15 pm
Thinking of you, the boys and Pee. X
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words4jp | March 14, 2015 at 12:14 am
Hi there!!!! What a wonderful surprise. I have missed you. I hope all is well with you and the boys and the hubs and writing;) xxxx
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EarthSprout | March 13, 2015 at 1:28 pm
🙏 and a hug for you & fam.
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words4jp | March 14, 2015 at 12:15 am
Thank you:) xxxx
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SwittersB | March 13, 2015 at 4:06 pm
Touching, tearful….
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words4jp | March 14, 2015 at 12:22 am
It is what it is….I will never stop missing him or wishing he would come home…
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hitandrun1964 | March 13, 2015 at 4:25 pm
It never stops Kim. Never. But we just have to muddle through. I’m finally coming to the point (on some days) that since I’m here, I might as well do something..but then it’s easy to slip back into…”but what for?”
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words4jp | March 14, 2015 at 12:24 am
xxxxx. My new job is helping. It is certainly making me feel better but then, you are right, I slip back into wishing he was here to talk to…good around with…..talking about the boys and Pee……
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passion through poetry | March 13, 2015 at 4:58 pm
I’m so sorry, what happened (if you don’t mind me asking?)
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words4jp | March 14, 2015 at 12:30 am
A massive heart attack at age 51. One day I saw him alive and the next day I found him….
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Souldiergirl | March 13, 2015 at 5:03 pm
❤️love you honey. You’re so beautiful- thank you for sharing this precious part of yourself.
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words4jp | March 14, 2015 at 12:33 am
Thanks – you are welcome. I miss him still so much. And 3 years is right around the corner and I keep replaying the last days of 3 years ago in my head…
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Souldiergirl | March 14, 2015 at 2:28 am
3 years is not long at all 😦 I’m so sorry. It’s just the worst thing. I hate it and wish I could say or do something to lessen it. Know I’m here with tons of love for you and your boys. ❤️
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georgeforfun | March 13, 2015 at 5:05 pm
Reblogged this on georgeforfun.
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Dom DiFrancesco | March 13, 2015 at 7:37 pm
Wonderful Kimberly, really from the heart just as it should be.
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words4jp | March 14, 2015 at 12:33 am
Thank you. Thank you very much;). xxxx
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Christy Birmingham | March 13, 2015 at 8:57 pm
So full of emotion and sending a big hug xo
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words4jp | March 14, 2015 at 12:35 am
Thank you so very much;) xxxx
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Noora | March 15, 2015 at 6:26 pm
So very moving. Sending you a warm hug!
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words4jp | March 15, 2015 at 9:35 pm
Thank you:)
btw – I just mentioned you in a little challenge – i hope you do not mind and i understand if you do not want to participate. xx
https://words4jp.wordpress.com/2015/03/15/love-in-ten-sentences/
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LeProsey | March 18, 2015 at 10:23 pm
I love this. It’s everything.
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words4jp | March 19, 2015 at 1:54 am
thank you. Yes, i still wish…though i know it will never come true….