ever too late…never
March 1, 2015 at 4:42 pm 5 comments
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i learned a valuable lesson – once
never saying the words
‘i love you’
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for years,
never saying the words
to someone
until
it was too late – till death
made it forever…never.
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since this moment, i have made a point
to say them
to write them…
each time resulting in……………..
resulting in guilt
for not having said them to the person i should have
and
resulting in sadness
for telling those i should not have….
ever
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Entry filed under: feelings, life, memories, Personal, poetry, ponderings, Relationships. Tags: darkness, frustration, loneliness, loss, love, sadness, voices.
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The Adventures of Rosebud | March 1, 2015 at 7:25 pm
I’ve reasoned like this before too. But lately I’ve started thinking about it differently, more along the lines of showering the people I love with love. And if the love is not returned, it doesn’t actually matter. Because at that moment, that was what I felt and that was what the person deserved.
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words4jp | March 1, 2015 at 7:39 pm
I agree. I am just feeling the guilt of three years ago – 3/19/2012. And thinking about a few recent situations that – I am not saying I regret them – but has me wishing the person I should have said those words to – was still here. Saying them before the lid on a casket is closed haunts me.
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The Adventures of Rosebud | March 1, 2015 at 9:16 pm
Big hug to you xx
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words4jp | March 2, 2015 at 1:51 am
xx
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MichelleMarie | March 2, 2015 at 10:43 pm
You know what? When I Gma Antell passed away I remember thinking when was the last time I told her I love her and I could not remember then I worried did she know! Well of course she knew but still from that day forward I always tell people that I love I love them. I love you my friend! 😀 ❤ I do!