reaching ~ ~ ~ always

February 5, 2015 at 2:17 pm 30 comments

in the dark of night,

i search for his eyes

with the hope

they are staring down

at me.

i try to reconnect to a scent,

which brings

warmth and comfort

to a soul

which is struggling

to be.

i listen for every timbre of sound

i can grasp,

such as a voice

or

the resounding echo

of his heart beat.

i keep reaching

~ always reaching ~

for someone i can no longer touch,

though

i know he lives inside of me ~ ~ ~ ~

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30 Comments Add your own

  • 1. LeProsey  |  February 5, 2015 at 2:19 pm

    Achingly beautiful x

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    • 2. Paul Handover  |  February 5, 2015 at 2:29 pm

      Agree – one hundred per cent!

      Reply
      • 3. words4jp  |  February 6, 2015 at 1:04 am

        I have been missing Bill a lot. Especially, as of late. xx

    • 4. words4jp  |  February 6, 2015 at 1:05 am

      Thank you. He was a special person who is greatly missed. Especially right now. I wish was here.

      Reply
  • 5. wh1z  |  February 5, 2015 at 3:18 pm

    Oh K, I read this a few times. Equally heartrending and beautiful.

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    • 6. words4jp  |  February 6, 2015 at 1:04 am

      Thank you. I still miss him.

      Reply
  • 7. Neeraj (nekneeraj)  |  February 5, 2015 at 4:06 pm

    This is so heartfelt and lyrical too. Very Beautiful !

    Reply
    • 8. words4jp  |  February 6, 2015 at 1:03 am

      Thank you. Your words are so sweet:)

      Reply
  • 9. busymindthinking  |  February 5, 2015 at 4:37 pm

    This gripped my heart in a million places, warm embrace.

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    • 10. words4jp  |  February 5, 2015 at 9:37 pm

      Sometimes I wish Bill was here. Right now, especially – especially since I quit my job – which was the business he started and tried so hard to run after he died. I had to leave – I could not watch the new owner destroy something that meant so much to him and to me.

      Reply
      • 11. busymindthinking  |  February 5, 2015 at 9:40 pm

        Oh love, my heart, what you must be feeling. I am here my friend should you wish to talk. MM has my private email. You can contact me anytime. We love you and are here for you.

  • 12. Cara  |  February 5, 2015 at 5:56 pm

    This is so beautiful.

    Reply
    • 13. words4jp  |  February 5, 2015 at 9:33 pm

      Thank you so very much.

      Reply
  • 14. joesister  |  February 5, 2015 at 6:36 pm

    me too
    love and hugs to you

    Reply
    • 15. words4jp  |  February 5, 2015 at 9:33 pm

      Thank you. I knew you could relate to this. xxxxxx

      Reply
      • 16. joesister  |  February 5, 2015 at 11:52 pm

        💜💜

  • 17. globalunison  |  February 5, 2015 at 7:42 pm

    This is so beautiful, Kim ❤

    -Naima

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    • 18. words4jp  |  February 5, 2015 at 9:31 pm

      Thank you so much.

      Reply
  • 19. hitandrun1964  |  February 5, 2015 at 7:57 pm

    😦 Sometimes I spray his aftershave around the house…then I close my eyes and pretend.

    Reply
    • 20. words4jp  |  February 5, 2015 at 9:31 pm

      The Mexican blanket that Pee sleeps on has never been washed since Bill passed away. (It was actually washed a few weeks before he died). He always wrapped up in while sitting on the couch. It still smells like him. I will never wash it. For Pee or for Me.

      Reply
  • 21. Caroline Juliette  |  February 5, 2015 at 8:28 pm

    Wow, amazing piece. So eloquent

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    • 22. words4jp  |  February 5, 2015 at 9:28 pm

      Thank you. I still really miss someone so very much and a recent event has occurred which has me wanting so badly to talk to him.

      Reply
      • 23. Caroline Juliette  |  February 5, 2015 at 9:29 pm

        I know that feeling so well. Xx hugs

      • 24. words4jp  |  February 6, 2015 at 1:02 am

        Hugs to you, too;)

  • 25. redgladiola  |  February 5, 2015 at 11:35 pm

    Perhaps it’s simply a feeling, but not one of the five senses. =)

    Reply
  • 27. Nimmi  |  February 6, 2015 at 4:12 pm

    Your words are so heart touching… I’m with you, and everything will be fine soon… ❤

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    • 28. words4jp  |  February 6, 2015 at 5:56 pm

      you are sweet:) xx

      Reply
      • 29. Nimmi  |  February 6, 2015 at 5:58 pm

        You too my dear ❤

      • 30. words4jp  |  February 7, 2015 at 8:48 pm

        Thank you 🙂 xxx

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