voices

January 4, 2014 at 7:45 pm 24 comments

there are

thousands of voices

clamoring in my head

when i am trying to sleep.

they reverberate like a busy

chaotic

crowded

train station.

i cannot get them to stop.

how do i silence them?

where is the off switch?

why can i not get the voices to turn

into beautiful flowing music?

these voices are going to destroy me –

like a jack hammer breaking apart my spirit,

my soul,

my heart,

my entire being

into millions

of

miniscule

pieces.

please be quiet.

i beg all of you.

i want you to die

all of you –

including the voice of reason.

just die.

please.

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24 Comments Add your own

  • 1. richardankerswrites  |  January 4, 2014 at 7:47 pm

    Wow! That was very intense. I hope it’s not really like that for you.

    Reply
    • 2. words4jp  |  January 5, 2014 at 1:58 pm

      Sometimes it is. Just so much on my mind – it gets overwhelming.

      Reply
  • 4. acuriousgal  |  January 4, 2014 at 8:02 pm

    Kimberly, I hope you’re ok!!!

    Reply
    • 5. words4jp  |  January 5, 2014 at 1:59 pm

      I am okay. Lots on my mind. I hope you are well – staying warm. I keep reading about MN’s temps in the news. I am thinking about you.

      Reply
      • 6. acuriousgal  |  January 5, 2014 at 6:49 pm

        We’re staying indoors the next couple days, it’s for the best!! Glad you’re ok…it’s often hard to concentrate when you have a lot going on….hoping that everything works out for you

  • 7. joeyfullystated  |  January 4, 2014 at 8:57 pm

    I can relate. ❤ The voice of Reason, who needs it?!

    Reply
    • 8. words4jp  |  January 5, 2014 at 2:01 pm

      😉 Eet eez a pain in zee butt!

      Reply
  • 9. Wil  |  January 5, 2014 at 2:00 am

    These sound like the hypomanic voices that have been keeping me awake all week. Ugh!

    Reply
  • 10. Dom DiFrancesco  |  January 5, 2014 at 3:15 am

    Really powerful, I hope you can put the voices to rest so that you can get some as well. 😦

    Reply
    • 11. words4jp  |  January 5, 2014 at 2:16 pm

      I try. Sometimes they beat me to the punch.

      Reply
  • 12. Skye @ TheSanctuaryofMyHeart  |  January 5, 2014 at 2:48 pm

    So many nights I am there, too. It stinks!! Well written about. 🙂

    Reply
  • 13. Cindy Baker  |  January 5, 2014 at 3:01 pm

    Kimberly,
    Sometimes release comes in writing poetry. Poetry Has always been a great way to put thoughts,emotions and words on the page and get them out of ones head.
    Went I sit back and read this… I see excellent poetry. I see you clearing your mind. Things always change.
    Sending Love and blessings-

    Reply
    • 14. words4jp  |  January 5, 2014 at 3:53 pm

      Thank you for your very sweet words.

      Reply
  • 15. ohwowruserious  |  January 6, 2014 at 3:26 am

    Am I the only one who has tears in my eyes while reading this stuff?

    Reply
  • 16. shejustwantedlove  |  January 9, 2014 at 5:21 am

    i really wish there was an off-switch for all of us.

    Reply
    • 17. words4jp  |  January 9, 2014 at 8:38 pm

      wouldn’t that be awesome if something like this truly existed?

      Reply
      • 18. shejustwantedlove  |  January 10, 2014 at 12:25 am

        it would make things so much easier. Sigh. Guess we just have to try to tune out the voices.

  • 19. Genie  |  January 14, 2014 at 2:33 am

    Honest ands raw.

    Reply
    • 20. Genie  |  January 14, 2014 at 2:33 am

      Ops. typo error: and.

      Reply
      • 21. words4jp  |  January 14, 2014 at 1:16 pm

        🙂

    • 22. words4jp  |  January 14, 2014 at 1:16 pm

      thank you very much.

      Reply
  • 23. WB  |  January 15, 2014 at 2:44 am

    This piece of prose has a feel of Edgar Allen Poe resonating from it. Great piece.

    Reply
    • 24. words4jp  |  January 15, 2014 at 2:33 pm

      Hi there:) Happy New Year – you have been missed. I hope all is well with you.

      thank you for the Poe reference – he is one of my faves:)

      Reply

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