been one year
November 27, 2013 at 4:40 pm 30 comments
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your silence speaks loudly
as it echoes through my heart
and
is deafening to my soul.
i am no longer a thought, a feeling, a dream –
just a passing folly you could easily fool.
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you were once ‘the’ voice
which brought comfort to my mind
and
calmed my incessant fears
but
now your reticence breeds only anguish
and
uncorks a stream full of tears.
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11/24/12 – 11/24/13
Entry filed under: darkness, depression, feelings, friendship, loneliness, loss, memory, Personal, poetry, prose, Relationships, thoughts. Tags: aches, darkness, depression, emptiness, fears, frustration, loneliness, loss, memories, pain, sadness, voices, worries.
1.
Dom DiFrancesco | November 27, 2013 at 4:59 pm
Be strong my friend, these types of anniversaries are difficult, especially during the holiday season, but I know you can push through it. My thoughts are with you.
2.
words4jp | November 29, 2013 at 4:46 pm
Thank you. xx
3.
Skye @ TheSanctuaryofMyHeart | November 27, 2013 at 6:25 pm
Holding you in my heart, Sweet Friend. So wish you could spend your holiday here. 🙂 xxxx
4.
merbear74 | November 27, 2013 at 6:27 pm
Biggest hug ever, Kim. x
5.
words4jp | November 29, 2013 at 4:49 pm
Thank you. I hope you r having a nice holiday weekend.
6.
merbear74 | November 29, 2013 at 4:53 pm
I am my friend..thank you. x
7.
Svelte | November 27, 2013 at 7:34 pm
I wish you a great Thanksgiving. Hang in there, Kim. Sending lots of toasty hugs to you. xXx
8.
words4jp | November 29, 2013 at 4:50 pm
Thank you. xxx
9.
justme792 | November 27, 2013 at 9:19 pm
*hugs*
10.
words4jp | November 30, 2013 at 1:49 pm
Thank you very much. xx
11.
petitemagique | November 27, 2013 at 10:31 pm
I think of you my friend. Lots of love and strength ♡♥♡
12.
words4jp | November 30, 2013 at 1:50 pm
Thank you Patty. xx
13.
anmol(alias HA) | November 27, 2013 at 10:38 pm
Take care!
14.
words4jp | November 30, 2013 at 1:51 pm
Thank you – xxxx
15.
John W. Howell | November 28, 2013 at 1:55 am
*Hug* Pass the spaghetti-O’s please.
16.
words4jp | November 30, 2013 at 1:51 pm
Thanks for the hugs;)
17.
gita4elamats | November 28, 2013 at 5:33 am
Love, peace anf hugs.
18.
words4jp | November 30, 2013 at 1:53 pm
Thank you Gita. I always appreciate your hugs.xx
19.
aFrankAngle | November 28, 2013 at 1:28 pm
Be strong!
20.
WB | November 28, 2013 at 4:37 pm
Another grande piece put together by sincere emotions; remain strong.
21.
words4jp | November 28, 2013 at 5:17 pm
thank you. i am trying – but failing. my boys are with their dad and i am by myself on thxgiving for the first time since 2000. i am very sad.
22.
Blog It Or Lose It | November 28, 2013 at 5:44 pm
So many hugs coming your way … I wish I knew how to help. God bless!
[Hugs]
23.
thehappyhugger | November 29, 2013 at 8:56 am
*sending a warm hug*
24.
Noora | November 29, 2013 at 4:53 pm
A powerful poem. Sending you much love. – Noora
25.
Wendell A. Brown | November 30, 2013 at 8:50 am
Breathtakingly beautiful!!!!
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words4jp | November 30, 2013 at 1:47 pm
Thank you very much. It was a piece I wish I had never had to write, but I suppose in someways I am happy I did. I survived a year. I still love him terribly, but I survived a year. xx
27.
bluesage63 | December 1, 2013 at 6:16 pm
I cry with you my friend, I hope today is better than yesterday and tomorrow the sun will shine on your face.♥
28.
words4jp | December 2, 2013 at 2:41 am
Thank you;)
29.
Wordifull Melanie | December 5, 2013 at 7:59 am
Take comfort from warm memories if you can. {Hug}
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words4jp | December 5, 2013 at 12:58 pm
I try, though my memories of him do not bring any comfort. I suppose someday they will, but at this time, they do not. I have forgiven – quite sometime ago, but forgetting – this is a struggle mixed with so many other struggles at the same time. Wouldn’t it be nice to box up a few and stash them somewhere far away or throw them out?