been one year

November 27, 2013 at 4:40 pm 30 comments

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your silence speaks loudly

as it echoes through my heart

and

is deafening to my soul.

i am no longer a thought, a feeling, a dream –

just a passing folly you could easily fool.

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you were once ‘the’ voice

which brought comfort to my mind

and

calmed my incessant fears

but

now your reticence breeds only anguish

and

uncorks a stream full of tears.

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11/24/12 – 11/24/13

30 Comments Add your own

1. Dom DiFrancesco | November 27, 2013 at 4:59 pm

Be strong my friend, these types of anniversaries are difficult, especially during the holiday season, but I know you can push through it. My thoughts are with you.
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- 2. words4jp | November 29, 2013 at 4:46 pm
  
  Thank you. xx
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3. Skye @ TheSanctuaryofMyHeart | November 27, 2013 at 6:25 pm

Holding you in my heart, Sweet Friend. So wish you could spend your holiday here. 🙂 xxxx
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4. merbear74 | November 27, 2013 at 6:27 pm

Biggest hug ever, Kim. x
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- 5. words4jp | November 29, 2013 at 4:49 pm
  
  Thank you. I hope you r having a nice holiday weekend.
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  - 6. merbear74 | November 29, 2013 at 4:53 pm
    
    I am my friend..thank you. x
7. Svelte | November 27, 2013 at 7:34 pm

I wish you a great Thanksgiving. Hang in there, Kim. Sending lots of toasty hugs to you. xXx
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- 8. words4jp | November 29, 2013 at 4:50 pm
  
  Thank you. xxx
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9. justme792 | November 27, 2013 at 9:19 pm

*hugs*
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- 10. words4jp | November 30, 2013 at 1:49 pm
  
  Thank you very much. xx
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11. petitemagique | November 27, 2013 at 10:31 pm

I think of you my friend. Lots of love and strength ♡♥♡
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- 12. words4jp | November 30, 2013 at 1:50 pm
  
  Thank you Patty. xx
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13. anmol(alias HA) | November 27, 2013 at 10:38 pm

Take care!
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- 14. words4jp | November 30, 2013 at 1:51 pm
  
  Thank you – xxxx
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15. John W. Howell | November 28, 2013 at 1:55 am

*Hug* Pass the spaghetti-O’s please.
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- 16. words4jp | November 30, 2013 at 1:51 pm
  
  Thanks for the hugs;)
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17. gita4elamats | November 28, 2013 at 5:33 am

Love, peace anf hugs.
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- 18. words4jp | November 30, 2013 at 1:53 pm
  
  Thank you Gita. I always appreciate your hugs.xx
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19. aFrankAngle | November 28, 2013 at 1:28 pm

Be strong!
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20. WB | November 28, 2013 at 4:37 pm

Another grande piece put together by sincere emotions; remain strong.
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- 21. words4jp | November 28, 2013 at 5:17 pm
  
  thank you. i am trying – but failing. my boys are with their dad and i am by myself on thxgiving for the first time since 2000. i am very sad.
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22. Blog It Or Lose It | November 28, 2013 at 5:44 pm

So many hugs coming your way … I wish I knew how to help. God bless!

[Hugs]
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23. thehappyhugger | November 29, 2013 at 8:56 am

*sending a warm hug*
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24. Noora | November 29, 2013 at 4:53 pm

A powerful poem. Sending you much love. – Noora
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25. Wendell A. Brown | November 30, 2013 at 8:50 am

Breathtakingly beautiful!!!!
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- 26. words4jp | November 30, 2013 at 1:47 pm
  
  Thank you very much. It was a piece I wish I had never had to write, but I suppose in someways I am happy I did. I survived a year. I still love him terribly, but I survived a year. xx
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27. bluesage63 | December 1, 2013 at 6:16 pm

I cry with you my friend, I hope today is better than yesterday and tomorrow the sun will shine on your face.♥
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- 28. words4jp | December 2, 2013 at 2:41 am
  
  Thank you;)
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29. Wordifull Melanie | December 5, 2013 at 7:59 am

Take comfort from warm memories if you can. {Hug}
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- 30. words4jp | December 5, 2013 at 12:58 pm
  
  I try, though my memories of him do not bring any comfort. I suppose someday they will, but at this time, they do not. I have forgiven – quite sometime ago, but forgetting – this is a struggle mixed with so many other struggles at the same time. Wouldn’t it be nice to box up a few and stash them somewhere far away or throw them out?
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