been one year

November 27, 2013 at 4:40 pm 30 comments

your silence speaks loudly

as it echoes through my heart

and

is deafening to my soul.

i am no longer a thought, a feeling, a dream –

just a passing folly you could easily fool.

you were once ‘the’ voice

which brought comfort to my mind

and

calmed my incessant fears

but

now your reticence breeds only anguish

and

uncorks a stream full of tears.

11/24/12 – 11/24/13

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a breath of nature Thank You Transmission #1

30 Comments Add your own

  • 1. Dom DiFrancesco  |  November 27, 2013 at 4:59 pm

    Be strong my friend, these types of anniversaries are difficult, especially during the holiday season, but I know you can push through it. My thoughts are with you.

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    • 2. words4jp  |  November 29, 2013 at 4:46 pm

      Thank you. xx

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  • 3. Skye @ TheSanctuaryofMyHeart  |  November 27, 2013 at 6:25 pm

    Holding you in my heart, Sweet Friend. So wish you could spend your holiday here. 🙂 xxxx

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  • 4. merbear74  |  November 27, 2013 at 6:27 pm

    Biggest hug ever, Kim. x

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    • 5. words4jp  |  November 29, 2013 at 4:49 pm

      Thank you. I hope you r having a nice holiday weekend.

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      • 6. merbear74  |  November 29, 2013 at 4:53 pm

        I am my friend..thank you. x

  • 7. Svelte  |  November 27, 2013 at 7:34 pm

    I wish you a great Thanksgiving. Hang in there, Kim. Sending lots of toasty hugs to you. xXx

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    • 8. words4jp  |  November 29, 2013 at 4:50 pm

      Thank you. xxx

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  • 9. justme792  |  November 27, 2013 at 9:19 pm

    *hugs*

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    • 10. words4jp  |  November 30, 2013 at 1:49 pm

      Thank you very much. xx

      Reply
  • 11. petitemagique  |  November 27, 2013 at 10:31 pm

    I think of you my friend. Lots of love and strength ♡♥♡

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    • 12. words4jp  |  November 30, 2013 at 1:50 pm

      Thank you Patty. xx

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  • 13. anmol(alias HA)  |  November 27, 2013 at 10:38 pm

    Take care!

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    • 14. words4jp  |  November 30, 2013 at 1:51 pm

      Thank you – xxxx

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  • 15. John W. Howell  |  November 28, 2013 at 1:55 am

    *Hug* Pass the spaghetti-O’s please.

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    • 16. words4jp  |  November 30, 2013 at 1:51 pm

      Thanks for the hugs;)

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  • 17. gita4elamats  |  November 28, 2013 at 5:33 am

    Love, peace anf hugs.

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    • 18. words4jp  |  November 30, 2013 at 1:53 pm

      Thank you Gita. I always appreciate your hugs.xx

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  • 19. aFrankAngle  |  November 28, 2013 at 1:28 pm

    Be strong!

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  • 20. WB  |  November 28, 2013 at 4:37 pm

    Another grande piece put together by sincere emotions; remain strong.

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    • 21. words4jp  |  November 28, 2013 at 5:17 pm

      thank you. i am trying – but failing. my boys are with their dad and i am by myself on thxgiving for the first time since 2000. i am very sad.

      Reply
  • 22. Blog It Or Lose It  |  November 28, 2013 at 5:44 pm

    So many hugs coming your way … I wish I knew how to help. God bless!

    [Hugs]

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  • 23. thehappyhugger  |  November 29, 2013 at 8:56 am

    *sending a warm hug*

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  • 24. Noora  |  November 29, 2013 at 4:53 pm

    A powerful poem. Sending you much love. – Noora

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  • 25. Wendell A. Brown  |  November 30, 2013 at 8:50 am

    Breathtakingly beautiful!!!!

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    • 26. words4jp  |  November 30, 2013 at 1:47 pm

      Thank you very much. It was a piece I wish I had never had to write, but I suppose in someways I am happy I did. I survived a year. I still love him terribly, but I survived a year. xx

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  • 27. bluesage63  |  December 1, 2013 at 6:16 pm

    I cry with you my friend, I hope today is better than yesterday and tomorrow the sun will shine on your face.♥

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    • 28. words4jp  |  December 2, 2013 at 2:41 am

      Thank you;)

      Reply
  • 29. Wordifull Melanie  |  December 5, 2013 at 7:59 am

    Take comfort from warm memories if you can. {Hug}

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    • 30. words4jp  |  December 5, 2013 at 12:58 pm

      I try, though my memories of him do not bring any comfort. I suppose someday they will, but at this time, they do not. I have forgiven – quite sometime ago, but forgetting – this is a struggle mixed with so many other struggles at the same time. Wouldn’t it be nice to box up a few and stash them somewhere far away or throw them out?

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