decisions

October 30, 2013 at 2:30 pm 11 comments

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the days are long,

the nights are longer,

when one is deciding their fate.

so many questions and thoughts to ponder –

sometimes it is easier to sit and wait

but

why wait for someone who will never return,

who is in love with someone else?

who no longer holds my trust –

was not true to his word

and

never cared for us but only himself?

the answers should be clear

staring me straight in the face –

these questions should not exist

however

the word unconditional

keeps arguing its case –

my heart is not mine

it belongs only to him.

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autumn pond

the pond outside my door
fountain has been turned off for the winter

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11 Comments Add your own

  • 1. Pamela Beckford  |  October 30, 2013 at 2:41 pm

    You always break my heart.

    Reply
    • 2. words4jp  |  October 30, 2013 at 2:47 pm

      My apologies. It is not my intention. I write what is on my mind and things that are going on around me. I have been contemplating taking a time out from writing. The holiday season is not good for me. Too many family members gone and others… Well, I am not a complete mess, I just spend too much time by myself with a mind that will not shut up.

      Reply
      • 3. Pamela Beckford  |  October 30, 2013 at 2:51 pm

        Writing can be a release. I just wish you weren’t having to deal with all of this.

  • 4. Skye @ TheSanctuaryofMyHeart  |  October 30, 2013 at 3:31 pm

    Heartbreakingly beautiful, Dear Kimberly. Sending hugs, prayers, and much love. xx

    Reply
  • 5. findingmyinnercourage  |  October 30, 2013 at 4:01 pm

    What is your email address? I want to share something with you I just learned after 24 years. You are not alone. And no apology is needed.

    Reply
  • 7. prayingforoneday  |  October 30, 2013 at 6:05 pm

    Please accept this “ABC” Award
    “Awesome Blog Content”
    http://prayingforoneday.wordpress.com/2013/10/30/the-awesome-blog-content-abc-award/
    Please accept and pass on to 8 others.
    Thank you, Shaun

    Reply
    • 8. words4jp  |  October 31, 2013 at 1:36 am

      Aww, shucks. You are too sweet to me. I am in the middle of writing a few awards acceptance posts. I am always honored – and, well, they are going to my special Thank a You Shawn posts;). xx

      Reply
  • 9. ioniamartin  |  October 30, 2013 at 9:11 pm

    You are quite a poet. I hope the writing helps heal. Thinking of you.

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    • 10. words4jp  |  October 31, 2013 at 12:45 am

      Thank you very much for the very kind words. xx

      Reply
  • 11. justme792  |  November 4, 2013 at 8:59 pm

    *hugs*

    Reply

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