October 16, 2013 at 2:50 pm 15 comments

alone…i keep searching

for something i cannot find.

whether it truly exists,

i really don’t know


i keep looking in hopes it will be kind.

is it a thing or is it a person?

can it be a feeling or an idea?

will i know what it is when i find it


will i be blind never knowing it was real?

i used to believe it helps to have a someone,

another set of eyes walking by your side –

a shoulder for leaning or a hand for holding

needed tissues for one’s tear-filled eyes.


i have learned that having a someone

is not all what it is talked up to be.

there is no one with enough tissues –

except the person crying


this would be me.


another autumn sunset over Lily Lake

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15 Comments Add your own

  • 1. Skye @ TheSanctuaryofMyHeart  |  October 16, 2013 at 2:57 pm

    I ache that you are in so much pain. With all I am, I wish I could remove it from you. I am praying for you, Sweetie!!

  • 2. howanxious  |  October 16, 2013 at 4:50 pm

    Only we can take away our pain… I resonated with your words.
    We can seek support from others… and it might be good for the time being but eventually, we are all left to ourselves… that is what I feel.

  • 3. Bonnie  |  October 16, 2013 at 5:05 pm

    Beautiful in a heartbreaking way. Sending healing thoughts your way.

  • 4. lynnkennison  |  October 16, 2013 at 6:09 pm

    We grow from our pain…you’re displaying yours in a beautiful way..

  • 5. Dom DiFrancesco  |  October 16, 2013 at 7:07 pm

    There is so much pain expressed in this piece, I am so sorry that such sadness has brought you to tears, Stay strong my friend.

  • 6. jadabroussard55  |  October 16, 2013 at 8:19 pm

    Beautiful and heartbreaking all in one. I wish that words could take your pain away, but I have none.

  • 7. ladysighs  |  October 16, 2013 at 8:57 pm

    Some are too busy to even look for something or to question if there is something to look for.
    To me there is nothing wrong with crying alone. Sometimes it is the best thing to do.

  • 8. helenmidgley  |  October 16, 2013 at 11:23 pm

    Beautifully heartbreaking, I was ready to grab the tissues 🙂

  • 9. thehappyhugger  |  October 17, 2013 at 9:32 am

    Lots of emotion in this poem…

  • 10. Lorem Ipsum  |  October 17, 2013 at 2:22 pm

    Only by letting go of the past can we embrace the future; and what’s more no-one is worth suffering over in the present. For every present is a gift. 🙂

  • 11. Ms. Vee  |  October 22, 2013 at 1:33 am

    This made me cry. It is so powerful and I felt it strongly! It will get easier as time passes.

    • 12. words4jp  |  October 22, 2013 at 12:02 pm

      thank you. xx

      • 13. Ms. Vee  |  October 22, 2013 at 6:14 pm

        You’re welcome!

  • 14. Theresa  |  October 23, 2013 at 7:06 pm

    “…is it a thing or is it a person?…can it be a feeling or an idea?…” It is your Self. Blessings…

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