my perception
October 2, 2013 at 4:32 pm 9 comments
Perception is seen through the eyes of the one who perceives…me
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when i look down at my shadow,
i see fuzzy and gray –
the same color i see
in the mirror each day.
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there is no clarity,
no form,
no beauty do i see,
just a mass of nothingness –
of what i am and who i be.
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there have been moments –
split seconds –
a gleaming speck –
then nothing,
just nothing
but
the remains of a wreck.
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yes, the mirror cannot be trusted
and one’s perception look askew,
but
what i see is what i have always seen –
what i have always perceived
to be true.
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Entry filed under: depression, feelings, life, Personal, poetry, prose, Relationships, thoughts. Tags: aches, darkness, depression, emptiness, frustration, loneliness, mental-health, mirrors, observations, pain, perception, sadness, voices.
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1. Dom DiFrancesco | October 2, 2013 at 5:18 pm
Remember that you are so much more than what you see in the mirror, you’ve proved that to me here on WP. 🙂
2. words4jp | October 3, 2013 at 2:54 am
I know this on a certain level, but where I have been all of my life is on this one level and it has never changed. Never ever. This was the most personal piece I have ever written.
3. Dom DiFrancesco | October 3, 2013 at 3:17 am
I could tell it was very personal, I could feel it in your words and that is what made it so special.
4. findingmyinnercourage | October 3, 2013 at 3:50 am
Thank you for sharing such a very personal story. Mirror mirror on the wall you are the most beautiful of them all! : )
5. words4jp | October 3, 2013 at 5:42 pm
You are so very sweet. xx
6. Green Embers | October 3, 2013 at 12:50 pm
I can relate to this. You are much more than a shadow. You really are. Hope your day is going well!
7. words4jp | October 3, 2013 at 5:43 pm
You are very sweet;) i hope your day is going well, too. xx
8. Battered Wife Seeking Better Life | October 4, 2013 at 2:29 pm
Your words are powerful. Keep up the writing, it’s healing. Eventually you will see yourself clearly, in beautiful vivid colors.
9. words4jp | October 5, 2013 at 3:08 am
You are very sweet. I keep thinking it will, but it has been 48 yrs. I am thinking it will never happen…